I'm not too sure why but i have been feeling unhappy and upset lately. There are so many things that are not going as planned. I hate the feeling of losing control, although there are many things in life that we can't change. I know in 6 weeks time, i will be back home. Things will never be the same again with a new job, new life and new relationships. But i'm not sure if i like it?
i just feel like i have to play the games/politics everyday. its so sickening and tiring. i just want to live my life the way i want it, but why is it so difficult??